Friday, April 28, 2006

Just found out this photo in Friendster, it's EPOCHA NiteQuest of SPSU FO Weekend.

Can you spot where am i?
#Clue 1# Medium of all ghost

#Clue 2# Unbelievable

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BattyCas 11:40 AM

i really hav mentalli prepared of wad will happened today! The worst have been made! Simply disappointed as the contribution i made to SPSU seem non-appreciative... Since desmond was the first choice, y made mi a puppet at the beginning? I hav enough! In this 2 wks, all my passion for union gradually burnt... if connection stands higher then capability, then i really have nothing much more to say! Passion is the grading skill for a person capability, a person can b passionate in what he or she is doing hence goin beyond the extra mile to improve it! i bear no more thoughts for the place SPSU... time to keep my plans n policies aside n search for a better field! i muz hang on through tis period of time... Nevertheless, I will still giv in my support to make 47th Council possible! Trust me, I will! tat's the last thing i can do now!

My last event, Gary Cao's SP Campus Concert shall b FLAWLESS! i want to prove myself to u WRONG! Dear Committee, pls dun blame mi if i'm too perfectionist in this proj! I hate retirement but i hav to! Given No Choice! Y cant my wings bring mi to a higher ground when i can soar n conquer bigger sky. Ultimate aim - to bring in a even more work friendly environment for my juniors!-

Is this leadership? THINK FOR YOURSELF!

Wings hurted! no longer hav the drive to soar n conquer... I need time!

BattyCas 1:02 AM

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

at last, tml is the day to see my response of the concert!!! TICKET GIVEAWAY SESSION!!! initially pretty worried wif this event publicity, as all is not up even at the final last minute... i realli hope tat ppl hu come n take tic r those tat r keen in comin on 4th May, but not those hu loiter around the area n "hey, it's free! juz take la... consider later lorx!" hence, i always go for sound n safe publicity period of 1 or 2 weeks... but tis time round, it's gonna b a test...

went dinner wif MAX aft doin so much publicity item for Gary Cao's concert... sorry bro, kept u waiting for mi SooOo long in union! realli enjoy the accompany as aft a tiring day of work, hav a wonderful n shiok dinner to chill... tis is realli something tat onli union can give mi! however, i dun tink it will last long...

i'm gradually giving up! time to learn to let go union... time to adapt to an inactive mode in union! i really felt tat as yr pass by, my passion is thinning for union, eventualli it turned into disappointment! i realli scare tat by yr 3, i might lost all the wonderful memories i hav in union or perhaps, even hate union! tat's realli something i dun hope to see in myself... aft Gary Cao's concert, time for a long long long long break frm union! time will gonna b blank but I MUZ ADAPT TO IT!

time to change focus to some other field... if i successfulli giv up on union, i might take on the job of EASTCHAMP OPTICAL n work for them, to earn experience n also shop management! preparation phrase for myself in openin my own optical chain next time... sounds good? but it's not the most ideal, as UNION is still my second HOME! juz simply dun understand y will things turn out to b like tis!!!

I hope tat the next batch of SENIOR EXCOS will not feel like the way we feel in the 46th Council at the end of 47th Council! Tired, given up, killed passion and worst of all - DISAPPOINTMENT! i realli hav nothing much more to say, as i cant execute much of my policies to change union to better, to giv our juniors a better enviroment tat balanced work n fun and lastly a place we called HOME!!! tis issue hav being killin mi, i hope to giv it an end asap!

Thankz Liza for ur wonderful effort in this concert! I realli appreaciate ur effort n enthusiatism! Hope ya tml will hav a super long q from SAC Foyer to SB Foyer!!! haHAa... nothing is impossible...

BattyCas 12:24 AM

Monday, April 24, 2006

i tink i'm goin to die soon le... cuz i've being eating v little recently yet metabolism still super high! first symptom to DEATH...

today everything was fine for the planning of the Gary Cao's SP Campus Concert! However, the publication side is abit slow, no it's pretty slow!!! cuz i onli hav 2 days for publicity for the event... Email intranet, decals in SP website, posters and flyers r all not ready or even being dismissed! I understand that lack of manpower, too little time and whole load of workload is stressful!!! let's chiong manz! cuz tis proj will b a real challenge if all the tickets can b settled...

tml clinic again... gonna go tru the whole procedure! hope it will b fine...

BattyCas 9:41 PM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

at last finish my work for today!!! a tiring weekend indeed... fri to sat was EPOCHA, SPSU weekend Freshman Orientation Camp, it was great manz! GOOD JOB to all the YR 2, really did well in holding a camp of themselves, something to be prideful of... hope ya sense of accomplishment can erase all tiredness induced during the planning...

IN the nite activity, i was acting as the King of Hades! woW... sounds good rite, but i was super malu lorx! the damn bloody first group make me the most malu!!! my beard dropped while speaking, following by my caps!!! it's meant to b a SCARY NITEWALK, but my station become like a comedy show... luckily for the rest i acted well enough. I tink next time can play more HIONG stuff!

today wake up n went to WEST COAST for eye screening!!! i slept n slept n slept all the way... stand sit walk also wish to close my eye... nv slp at all lorx! real phyically tired. but it's lucky i tio USHER! it's oki la, if can tok then i will b AWAKE!!!

aft a short session of chilling @ Hougang Mall wif ah kiat, back home n SLEEP!!! a stupid phone ring wake me up frm dream! my alarm of 8pm nv wake mi up, i tot it's MONDAY MORNING! luckily it's onli 9+, can imagine hw tensed is my life la... At last got the time to sit down n plan the GARY CAO'S CAMPUS CONCERT @ SP! ya u heard the rite thing!!! it's GARY CAO!!!

Lots of stuff still have not gotten on the track, but the concert is on 4th MAY 2006! 7pm - 8pm @ SP AUDITORIUM... TICKETS GIVEAWAY on 26th April Wednesday @ SAC FOYER, from 12pm - 4pm! 1 admin card = 2 tickets!

initially dun wanna plan tis event one... cuz all the yr 2 r exhausted frm union's work like FO, FO weekend n upcoming RDC! but tinking of the fact that it's a chance not to b missed, my workaholic gene juz become activated! really sorry for my committee members, gotta chiong wif tis MAD PERFECTIONIST here! sorry if my standard is set high or demand alot, try ya BEST! hope ya AUDIT will EXPLODE on tat day!!!
goTta zZzZzz... aniway MONDAY is the BEST DAY!!! cuz alot of BIZ & LANGUAGE MODULE, i can tok tok tok tok tok non-stop... ... ...

BattyCas 11:58 PM

Thursday, April 20, 2006

i'm really tired!

BattyCas 11:53 PM

i'm grateful that i have tahan another day through... getting to be more n more tired... resistance might have seemed to strike on me!

today i studied at library aft sch, first time being so pro-active in learning! reason being i'm afraid of clinic, everyone is! while studyin, i simply dun noe y my mind is thinkin bout union. is cca drive goin fine? do they have enough helpers? my mind simply cant concentrate! wad's wrong wif mi? i tink i'm union crazy... i guess i am

hope that our juniors will have more passion & initiatives! Time for u guys to b independent and learn from ya mistake!

We shall not be tired at tis moment! If we r tired, then we are spreading our tiredness to others too!!! DUN B INFECTED WITH TIREDNESS!!! support each other and this busy period month will simply bypass us wif lots ya FUN n experience... more to b expected...

I will stand strong. I should b resistance to damage

BattyCas 12:29 AM

Saturday, April 15, 2006

finally get to post... things start to change around me... went back to sch on fri for KEAT's weekend FO preparation, lookin back at her event really make mi reflects on GC, the wonderful event that giv mi the one of the BEST memories i hav in UNION... the prep have v little ppl (GPs but Wiseman were GREAT), wonderful Chairlady and superb assistant! nv forget the strong and supportive com members! juz wanna hope that the event can run super smooth in the actual.

Hav an senior exco meeting in that nite too! it was a terrible nite! but no matter wad i accept what was being said! realli... in my bottom of my heart, i know i have weaknesses, my weaknesses might b v weird but i dun doubt my capability! hw much i hav done for union? it shall b obvious ans... I hav a vision for union, i hope to implantment it! I hope to give my juniors a better union.. A union tat will balance FUN n WORK, guidences and learning can take place together... Being a perfectionist, i do set a high standard for myself and also for my proj, but this is to train my fellow committee members to learn and b up to standard! (u might nt agree, but ppl in my com do enjoy) if a leader has not direction, then the peak of a mountain will nv b a place to end.

I understand that my weakness might be too demanding, living in my own world, special working style and even too firmed. If i demand something less, then the prime product will surely b lesser then wad i have demanded! it's only when demand is high then fall back n yet still able to get a slightly above average product! I will not push for the best if i dun see a hope in it! Living in my own world, tis factor runs in a way that i need time to run my ideas, hence, i need to get ppl around mi to understand what r my new ideas!!! perhaps, i do execute them all by myself, but it's also a trial n error situation to see things in diff angle. Special working style, in this factor of mi, I guess it's hard to explain more as working style varies among diff ppl, i will keep wad u guys hav said in mind and try my v best to adapt n accommodate in my workin style! Too FIRMED? if a leader is wishy-washy, then chances will juz simply slipped n leave, as chances comes in disguise, we need to b prepared at all time to grab hold of it n EXCEL!!!

I realli hope to avoid tis struggle. but thinkin back of my vision n my policies for union! there muz b a losing end, i would just prepare for the worst which is to pull out completely. jus like in any fight, only the able man shall survive but it's not always! Time, environment and people can also allow the weakest link to survive! I hope it will b a fair competition. I have taken in alot of courage to set my decision, i dun hope to see able man of union to leave tis second home! i still hope to guide them! see them learn! n eventually becomes a LEADER!
it's only during today! when KEAT being the event chairperson, has no one to advise her on! i understand the prob of being no advisor! I know the prob, hence i hope to do something for her! Guidences and learning is not taking place! it will onli make the chairperson more n more tired if no one is there to support her... i will try my best to help! EPOCHA shall be the BEST event for those DUMB freshies!!!

Everyones want to learn! it's still not too late to learn n make changes bout ourselves! No one in the world is perfect, but we can try to b perfectionist in wadever we hope to do! will the home of ours be cosiers? will it turns to b the better? will we see improvement in the near future? it's not up to us to decide...! we shall support whoever needs our support in the future!

Zai, hope that we can still be friend aft tis issue! No hard feeling.

BattyCas 11:55 PM

Thursday, April 13, 2006

today indeed is a wonderful off day!!! simply becuz get to spend my time fruitfully...!!! YUPPi... at last gt my own free time for myself... taken the X-ray in the mornin, it's terrible, simply terrible.. cuz my protuding teeth's angle is sO huge.. i tink more than 45 degree...

spend the whole noon in union... tokin to freshman, goin tru the FO weekend games and chilling session wif jeremy, keat n trish! freshman r real funni la, super noisy juz like my batch... hope tat tis scene of crowded union will last long! FO weekend realli need some ammendment ba, cuz i tink they r simply super stress as the whole com r all yr 1... hard on them! hope tat it will b fun... Chillin wif jeremy, keat n trish realli makes mi understand wad kind of life they have been tru in union 46th Council... i tink i hav somehow made myself a bad senior too, cuz i realli nv do much to improve their job! Union life is realli about hw u find ur own happiness... mine is simply bcuz of satisfaction, i'm doin for the SP students' benefits... they gt to enjoy n happy then i'm more happy than ani one...

BattyCas 12:04 AM

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

i realli feel like breakin down at this moment of time! I realli dun understand y my parents dun understand what i'm tinkin... is tat called generation gaP? i dun tink so... when i'm young, i believe that i have a wonderful family that i can sustain on, without any communication prob... however, as i grow older, i was wrong...

everyone seems to be busy wif their own life... my house is like a motel! simply slp, washed up and sign out! needless to say a home-cooked dinner with the whole family eating together. it has been more than 6 month no home-cooked dinner, i tink even longer than 6 month dun even hav the whole family meal... ... ...

my MUM... simply dun understand me!!! keep on pickin up the old stuff n tok again n again... cant we just discuss the issue once n FULL STOP!!! muz she repeat non-stop? i wondered wad kind of family m i in? they nv care, nv tok or even nv bother bout me! din even wan to know wad m i doin recently? is this call independent livin?

i'm nt introvert! i'm vocal... daring in speakin up my point of view, y cant the environment b suitable for my growth? sometime i realli feelin like crying when agruing the same issues again n again... CRYING cant solve anything. i would detest myself for if i cry, cry = failure, i will nv tolerate failure! adverse condition will then replicate a strong mind... DETERMINED

last nite i hav a fever of 40 degree cel, i asked my bro to send mi to clinic as i'm feelin weak, he simply told me, "Not free la, very hungry!", in the end i saw him cooking dinner for my sis-in-law!!! is a meal more impt then our brotherhood? Walking alone to the dental for my braces is terrible, my heavy head, muscle aching body and feverish body didnt pull me down, however, my determination of independent pull me tru! In the dental, i cant tolerate the hit anymore and went to the clinic for an injection...

Upon return home, my parents simply nv care wad's goin on... As usual chattin on phone, told them i'm havin a high fever, NO REACTION!!! i gave up... I hate this family! Today I still went to sch with my sick self, y? simply bcuz stayin at home is pointless, i rather enjoy the accompany of my frenz...

I cant wait to move out of my house! LEAVE THIS MOTEL... my life is so screwed~ but i will b a stronger soul... I BELIEVE I WILL... my family is as sick as me...

BattyCas 11:53 PM

Sunday, April 09, 2006

juZ finish watchin SUPERBAND, another competition to pick up more talented souls... so of the group r daMn POWER!!! while others r saddening... i guess those tat dun hav X-factor, no vocal n no HIGH-ness will soon go into history!!! cuz i simply sian off when listen to them sing... I tink singin popular songs are better to capture audience attention as compared to personnal songs, ONLI EXCEPT it's damn nice!

hav nt being bloggin for the past few days! went to FO camp for campfire n disco nite!!! spend an enjoyable thursday at the campsite cuz get to see long-lost union frenz of UNION... dance till i nearly no breathe la... frm 3am - 6am! aft tat go n bcome G-FORCE to draw those freshies who slept... Powders, Cream, Gels, Markers, Paint... ... ...

yday juz go n cut n color my hair!!! SADDED... it's super SHORT n DARK!!! simply hate it, dun noe y i m suffering tis stuff when come to yr 3 of OPTOM... hu said professional cant hav cool hairstyle yet NEAT? @&*($@(*&$(#*& la... STEREOTYPE THINKING!!!

ok.. enough of nonsense le! gonna settle my OITP assignment.. tok to tis, i even more fire big lorx..!! the 'SMART' teacher took last yr paper n give us without changin the date, DEADLINE: 26 MAY 2005, (look carefulli it's 2005)... in the end dun noe which studoo ayam go n ask y 2005, now it's gonna b DEADLINE tis THURSDAY!!! arghXXxx

BattyCas 11:12 PM

Monday, April 03, 2006

it's another day in my boring and dry ITP! today get to see my new timetable for the year 3, sHIT!!!! cuz we will b departed from class 01, which means our cliques will b cut half!!! No more sylvia, peiwen, marilyn & weijian... life gonna b abit more bor-ier... sad manz.. gt a feelin tat we wont b as close as b4 next yr... kinda sad sia...

today tze siang show me a site and it's realli super fun... called Traffic Jam, it's at www.puzzles.com , there are also alot of brain testing games! will giv ya the actual site wif alot of level tml, cuz today forgotten liaoz...

2 pieces of news to share & comment... Firstly, Parliament passes stiffer penalties for NS dodgers. Secondly, Podcasting is not allowed during elections.

In the first news, as there are lesser and lesser babies produced in SG, government also aware of the problem that we have lesser BOYS to go through National Service which will train US to protect SG. Hence, they cant afford to have any more BOYS escaping from NS due to overseas studies, that decided to stay in a foreign land and eventually become the SECOND CLASS CITIZEN of a foreign nation. As quoted from Second Defence Minister Ng Eng Hen, "This passport control has now been removed and instead, the age for an exit permit is reduced to 13. This would also serve as a "psychological reminder" of the duty to serve." Instilling a duty to serve at the age of 13? Will their mindset of 13 yr old feels that it's a waste of time, pride & honour or dont even know what is it about?

'The duty to serve' and 'The passion to defence' do have a contrasting mode of action. For the sake of serving, then just fulfill the duty of 2 yr without having any freedom but being a cheap labour for SG might be one mindset. As compared, with a soul that does not wants to see SG weak and be bullied by stronger nation (patriotism), can allow our youths to go an extra miles to learn a little more in NS to sustain their strong characteristic of patrotism. The word 'PASSION' is the key word of keeping SG youth in their homeland instead of 'DUTY'.
Parliament passes stiffer penalties for NS dodgers

Second issue really concern all of us here who likes to blog!!! BLOGGER PLEASE TAKE NOTE if u like to blog political critics. "Podcasting is not allowed during elections", discussion and critics can be made in our blog but not BIASED to influence others in their stand or view, in short NO ADVERTISE of any parties, any members or any stand that the parties hold.

Freedom of Speech in SG are based on strong backings such as evidences or facts. Groundless opinions might indirectly influence other voters. So please do be considerate!

In conclusion, the reason of such action is taken onto this stand of "The government's view is that people can have diverse views, but should not hide behind the anonymity of the internet, to manipulate public opinion."
Podcasting is not allowed during elections

BattyCas 10:47 PM

Sunday, April 02, 2006

fever at last said bye bye!!! in the noon, the sun is shIok to have fun tannin, super tempting to draG my siCk self out for phOtosynthesiS... luckily, it raIN shOrtly... HEheeEe... have another gd rest!

caMpus supErstar was simply impressive, y? impressed by the way zhi yang sang the SUPERWOMEN, it's daMn bloody hell good la... he is realli blessed wif a superb vocal cord. Geraldine and Refred seemed to lost their sHine in the beginning of the show, how i wish Geraldine can perform better...

Ho hooo... Sengkang gonna have a whole new sport facilities soon in 2007 third quad... daMn haPpi manZ!!! check it out ya = SengKang Sport Complex it might b a 'REN XIN GUO' (humanity fruit) for Sengkang residents, as Pugg-Pasir Ris GRC will be contested with Opposition.

aft watchin the news, i realli felt that Singapore Opposition Parties are realli weak in TV media appearence, as they dun package their canditates well enough unlike the strongest party. Opposition are also not introducing their new members to the mass public, I really hope to hear wad are the concern that the Opposition will bring up in this upcoming election. Hopefulli it does nt end up scolding and dirtying each other, however should pin point on constructive issues that will benefits the heartlanders population... Issues like facilities in the area, casinos pro & con, gambling education, old age incentives and children education funds... ... ... etc... ... ... realli lookin forward to wad r the issues they r lookin into!!!

Read out y Opposition estate will turn OLD and un-upgraded!!! Mighty tool for votes collection= UPGRADED estates & LIFTS stop at EVERY LEVEL : Singapore's ruling party warns voters against opposition

BattyCas 11:45 PM

Saturday, April 01, 2006

woW.. lookin back at the last post! it's god damN long ago le loRx!!! nvtheless, i have clear all the spider weBs n get rid all 'xiao qiang' le... no worRies... let me tell u ya, this blogskin of mine realli realli spend alot of my time la... also needa thank WEI JIN for helpin me out in this skIN...

Oh okI.. too much crap liaoz! time to resTart my blog wif my first posT... sad enough.. i'm siCk.. FEVERISH WEEKEND! sounds cool rite, but i'm feelin daMn HOT!!! initialli wanna go back to sch for GL camp, fail to go... MISS THEM SO MUCH! hope ya will b fine soon n get back to camp asap!

Although wif a FEVER, i still managed to do something tat i tink it's pretty meaningful.. watch DVD! it's a super long show.. 4 HOUR, can u belive it... it's The Last Emperor, a DVD is borrow frm SP Library.. it's a pretty nice show wif v good technique of filmin, can allows the audience to infer more frm the scenes.

A story of China Qing dynasty last emperor, PU YI, is forced to leave the lavish, protective walls of his kingdom and somehow find the strength to build a new life in a strange world he has always longed to explore, but has never really known.

The most touching scene is actualli when Pu Yi is old and went back to the familiar homeground of his, THE FORBIDDEN CITY, a homeground that no longer belong to him. Images of For the sake of Republic kept flashing in mind, linking the story together. As For the sake of Republic speaks little bout Pu Yi, hence it's realli mysterious to me! A soul catching show if u r interested in China rich hiStory...

From this show I get to learn that once it's over, you should release it and let it go. Pu Yi couldn't get the facts right as China is already going tru a series of revolution and the Chinese no longer wants an Empire but a Republic. Chinese no long bow or shout 'Long Lives the King!' to his Qing empire but it's to Chairman Mao. Time have changed, era have shifted but Pu Yi mindset of being the Emperor did not change in any yards. Attempt to get back his kingdom, by collaborating wif the Japanese to form up Manchuria Country within China have made it learn nothing. Pu Yi did suffered, such as the Republic of China government broke the promise like The Forbidden City shall remain under the Qing Empire forever. Lost his country, lost his homeland and his Forbidden City, he finally learn and adapt in his stay in the prison. Must human realli learnt after a series of setback? Does pain brings a person awake?

A autobiography of China Last Emperor who struggle in the life FROM EMPEROR TO PRISONER TO CITIZEN TO EMPEROR TO PRISONER TO CITIZEN

BattyCas 12:37 PM